i guess we always want more.
nothing can be too much for the insatiable appitite that we have.
i believe though that i need to learn to settle.
to come to terms with all that i have been given
to count my blessings and appreciate all the gifts i have
and stop hankering after the impossible and all that i know that i cannot have.

i asked for one night
and i have been given three.
that in itself is already more than enough to be grateful for.
all the smiles and the laughter
is icing atop the cake
an indulgence i dont deserve.

i am truely disgusted with myself for the way that i have been behaving
and i gasp at how shallow i have been.
i've done much worse than you have
and i truely have no right to be upset.

none.